pixie_ana86

Sorry but im feeling weard lately..

its like im trying to punish someone.. like im saying in my head : You dont give me enough attention, then i starve..

Ok yeah its wrong, i really really know that, but sometimes i cant help feeling that way.. and the first thing i do when i feel lonely is cut! urg

I hate myself for this!

I need a real quick fix ...

Still have 10-15kg to loose in 4 weeks..

Any help is appreciated!

:)

Well.. today i weighed 161.. so i think during the week so far i lost a pound.. which is good for a start i presume..

Its 10 am here in Belgium and all i had was not even hungry yet!

I had one cup of coffee of about 50 cals...

Starved/restricted for about 14 hours already..

Still have a lot of pounds to loose!

I really need an ana buddy.. but for help and inspiration.. i dont do competitions..

I dont believe that anyone is better than the other.. we all aim for the same or more or less the same goals..